This will be a year of becoming the Dark Goddess for many of us. The "light and love" message won't resonate with many of you anymore (especially if you are my kind of bitches). It has it's purpose but the light feeling of it won't land fully for you at this time. There is a lot of love in the darkness if we only change our perception. Read More
In the Dark phase of the moon we are conjuring magic, our psychic abilities, our intuition, our ability to create and destroy, our healing sexual energy, our ability to regenerate, our ability to wade through the dark fog of the Underworld and be restored...ready for the next part of our path.
Holy fuck. Yesterday I was quite viscerally reminded WHY I've built a relationship with the cycles of the Moon. Cause like circled and ebbed flow of the Moon, life hands you a similar path. This week I went from excitement, to happy terror, to wayyyyy vulnerable, to really fucking happy and connected, to..complete panic and sadness. Literally, every single day handed me something different and new.
I have no doubt that the relationship I have built with the Moon over this past year, through following and doing rituals with each New & Full Moon was behind my not shutting down during this crazy ass period of transformation I'm going through. Normally I would so shut down in that typical introvert-highly sensitive-empath fashion. Read More
I was so deeply aware of why my fear and anxiety was popping up. I was deeply aware of my joy and happiness. I was deeply aware of my accomplishment. I was deeply vulnerable. I was deeply open. I was deeply scared to death at one point.
And I hid from none of it.
That is what I love about Astrology and particularly the energy of the Moon. No corner of your soul goes untouched.
This is pure Black Moon Lilith in Scorpio energy. Lilith symbolizes all of the darkest parts of ourselves that we don't even like to admit to ourselves. This is witchery and magic. And in a sign like Scorpio, shit gets stirred the fuck up. Shit gets DESTROYED. But it also gets rebuilt here to for Scorpio is the sign of the Phoenix, the mythological creature that regenerates a new from it's own ashes after it burns. A cycle. Read More
Black Moon Lilith is in Scorpio for 9 Months, she came in on May 22, 2016 and she'll be here until February 2017. 9 Months...isn't that about the same amount of time it takes to create a human life?
I have a feeling this is no coincidence.
What I'm trying to say and what I will end with is this: It's time for us to go fucking deeper inside. Get honest. Face the fears. Demolish the bullshit that is within us. Get ugly. But stay compassionate and take the deepest care of yourself. When we can embrace that innate dark energy within us, we can truly KNOW ourselves. And when you stay in constant intimacy with yourself, your personal power is a force. And it trickles out. And out and out.
It's time to upgrade the training wheels or get rid of them. It's time for us to help each other navigate the darkness by navigating our own.
"And it's my whole heart Read More
While tried and tested, it's mine
And it's my whole heart
Trying to bleach it out
And it's my whole heart
Burned but not buried this time
I'm on trial, waiting 'til the beat comes out
I'm on trial, waiting 'til the beat comes out"
-Which Witch, Florence & The Machine