Holy fuck. Yesterday I was quite viscerally reminded WHY I've built a relationship with the cycles of the Moon. Cause like circled and ebbed flow of the Moon, life hands you a similar path. This week I went from excitement, to happy terror, to wayyyyy vulnerable, to really fucking happy and connected, to..complete panic and sadness. Literally, every single day handed me something different and new.
I have no doubt that the relationship I have built with the Moon over this past year, through following and doing rituals with each New & Full Moon was behind my not shutting down during this crazy ass period of transformation I'm going through. Normally I would so shut down in that typical introvert-highly sensitive-empath fashion.
I was so deeply aware of why my fear and anxiety was popping up. I was deeply aware of my joy and happiness. I was deeply aware of my accomplishment. I was deeply vulnerable. I was deeply open. I was deeply scared to death at one point.
And I hid from none of it.
That is what I love about Astrology and particularly the energy of the Moon. No corner of your soul goes untouched.